I have to go like um now because of a pairof "great friends" I used to have... Just figured I'd let everybody know I have like no more friends... Stef is still my bitch, Gregs still a cool guy and steves not a bad guy or anything but i dunno... its not fun being uncared about... and being tricked and stuff... And John backwashed into my soda today which im sitll mad about becuz i wanted to drink that SOOOOOOOO bad Im just so sick and tired of not being happy. im sick and tired of crying, im sick and tired of having no friends, im sick and tired of not having a boyfriend, im sick and tired of everyone in my family trying to make me miserable, Im sick and tired with myself, Im sick of being tired and im tired of being sick.... That almost sums it up but im gunna go pig out again becuz i decided to restart my damn diet tomorrow and if stef tries to force feed me again im gunna slap her lol but we will see how gud that goes... and then ill prolly listen to music and go to bed bcuz no one calls me... I dunno so much to say but not really andno time and im getting to confused to type so bye....
and just a little ending note.... even if u think u r doing the right thing someone might think completely different and even thought that someone thinks completely different they still wouldnt be mad at u for that because they take the time to calm down and think and accept diffeerences in opinions but you never took the time to notice that or appreciate it... but even then we shud all at least know that lieing is never the right thing to do so the freaking LEAST u cud god damn do is apoligise! but you didnt! Cuz you dont care! u tricked me! u lied to me about all that u r, and i cared about the "u" that u showed me... but u dont care about me so FUCK YOU! GOD! PEOPLE DO THIS TO ME ALOT HUH?!?!?! this is pissing me off wicked bad plus im still so confused so im out peace...